I've loaded it into my Zen Vision last Saturday. But I couldn't bring myself to watch it. Dean's fate is decided in this episode and I don't think I want to watch it unless I know for sure Dean & Sam will return in S4. Right now I'm staying clear of all SN review sites. I don't want to know just yet. Maybe when the season returns in September, I'll watch it just the day before the premiere of S4. That way I don't have to suffer any cliffhanger for 4 months.

I've thought about it. There's no way Dean's going to get out of the demon's contract. He'll die. In fact every episode leading up to this finale points to that conclusion. The only way out is for the boys to kill Lilith. For some reason, Lilith has not come face to face with Sam. Since Sin City, we know there's another demon out there. But the surprising part in the previous episode was that Lilith sent Bela to kill Sam. Why? Was Lilith afraid of Sam?

Anyway I have my CSI, CSI NY and CSI Miami, House, Las Vegas.. that should keep me busy for a while until I gather enough courage to watch this last episode of SN S3.